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WOAH!!!! aq wt header sndri! SUKE GILE~ hahahahahah~ I'm SO EXCITED OK! aq mcm~ WOAH!!! specess! senang gak gune photoshop ni~ ingtkn ssh.. aq blaja dr cik blogger manis ni~ eeeww! :D heheh~ thx ye cz tutorial! sgt SUPERB LA!

just assuming....

keadaan: tgh siapkn discussion tuk 3 REPORT! tula~ wt lgi kje last minute.. XD tp BEST OH!! SGT2 BEST! xcaye? cube la wat.. part paling best, bkn anda sorang je kang yg bersengkang mata, malah CLASSMATE ANDA JUGA! hahah~ lgi2 da ad fb skung ni, sume nk post perasaan masing2 dlm fb.. pastu mengeluh sume.. then ckp nyesal la ap la wt kje last minute.. konon2 nk berubah uh yg xtahan! XD even! status diorg tuk next week pn will be same~ BELIEVE ME! hahahah! tang mne yg diorg nk berubah pn xtau la.. XD

mood: TGH BOSAN MENULIS~ so change to MENAIP lak! haha~ (tgn da lenguh! *ALASAN! XD)

OH! back to our topic.. as a future engineer la an~ we need to make approximate assumption to avoid bla bla bla~~ EH! tp aq bukan nk cite sal engineer.. hahah~ just feeling uneasy bout sumthing.. (btol ke APPROXIMATE ASSUMPTION? ah tibai~ )

aaa~ aq rase ad orang jeles la.. huhu.. (perasan la ko syuhada! sape la nk jeles ngn ko.. XD) but xtau la~ tapi care yg die tunjukkn uh macam nk bg hint.. ke aq yg xphm2.. heheh! (maaf la! aq ni org bg hint, lampi sket~ :3 ) terkejot gk tibe2 poke aq.. ke just to show sumthing dlm profile die..? AH! serious~ hatiku kuat mengatakan die jeles.. adoyai~ tapi ap aq buat? ape yang aq buat , aq buat ikhlas! xpnh nk follow sape2.. except the good things la kn~ huish! cm ne la nk melegakn hati yg resah ni.. mcm serbe salah lak.. mungkin xkot... mainan perasaan je uh.. COOL SYUHADA~ be COOL AS MUCH AS U CAN! ;)) abaikan perasaan anda itu~ SYAITAN3!! XD

tapi~ berdasarkn ap yg aq nmpk, mungkin die jeles~ haiya!! bkn sbb 1 bnde je ye.. byk kali gak la die bermain kate2 ngn aq.. n aq xtau sama ada die just nk men2 or die nk deliver perasaan cemburu die uh.. if aq kat tempat die, aq pn jeles oh!! n i might do da same things i guess~

*MAAFKAN AQ LAU AQ WT KO JELES~ just tell me da truth.. i'm ok with dat~ be honest with me~ YEAH! just be honest.. everything will going fine after dat.. BELIEVE ME! (again?) XD heheh!

malin meng'tag!

Instruction :

Once you are tagged, answer the question honestly.. No lying or cheating ok?

starting time : 0026

name : Syuhada

brother(s) : 2

eye colour : ontah~ (nmpk sgt xprihatin) XD

shoe size : 8 & 9 (bapak gedabak kaki) XD

hair : colourful!! ;)

piercing: nope

height : aa! 1 _ _~ HAHA!

what are you wearing right now : baju n suar aa~

where do u Live : ampang!

favourite number : 3 & 5

favourite drink : sume bnde! Especially MASAM! yum2!!

favourite month : ALL! XD

favourite breakfast : sume bnde! (tamak btol!)

HAVE YOU EVER

broken a bone : nope~

been in a police car : nope agaiN~

fallen for a friend : aaa? Ni ap die nk tanye sbnrnye? XD

fallen for a guy / girl for a short time : x~

swam in the ocean : X!

broken someone's heart : ad ke? Hahaha~

cried when someone's died : yes i did! Even for animal~ isk..

sat by the phone all night waiting for someone call : aaa~ not anymore! XD

saved e-mail : the important one only!

been cheated : ntah~ XD

WHAT

your room look like : bilik teruna? MUNGKIN! XD

what is right beside you : bantal~ oh my best pillow n comforter~ XD

what is the Last thing you ate : MEGI AYAM! Yum3!

WHO

the last person you tell : tell what??

the last person you danced with : haha! NEVA!

the last made you smile : holmes sewel! HAHAHA! Eh! More to laugh actually~ XD

FINAL QUESTION

what are you listening right now : Japanese song! WOW!

what did you do today : dgr ceramah sal METAL STAMPING n SAFETY apetah~ lupe.. :3

are you the oldest : i’m da 2^nd one! XD

indoors or outdoors : both! ;)

TODAY DID YOU

talk to someone you like : huh? ALWAYS! Hahah~

kiss someone : i kiss things~ not sumone! :P

sing : almost all the time! (ye ke? Padahal menjerit!)

talk to an ex : nope!!

miss someone : always~

eat : DONE! ;))

LAST PERSON YOU TALKED WHO

you talked on the phone to : holmes sewel~

made you cry : my mum.. isk.. isk.. isk~

you went to the mall with : malin~ kedai runcit je.. XD

who cheered you up : my friends! J J J

have a crush on someone : ntah~

what books are you reading right now : MATERIAL SC! Hahah~ test3!

best feeling in the world : enjoy ur life! N bersyukur ngn ap yg anda ad~ J J

future kids name : ek! Xpnh pk...

do you sleep with stuffed animal : no! Ek! Sumtimes maybe.. XD

what's under your bed : bantal lagi~ XD

favourite sport : anything related to ball.. ;))

favourite place : anyplace yg ADVENTURE!

do you have a job : nope~ hahah!

what time is it now : 0043

WAH!!! 17minutes only~ XD

aq tag sume org! feel free to ANSWER THIS! XD

Mr. THERMO!!

huish~ sir HH.. dat my thermo lecturer~ hoho.. asl la tibe aq nk cite sal sir ni an.. ek! sbb die da start aim aq kerna ketiduran ku dlm clas!.. hoho.. dulu malin yg slalu kne.. skung MY TURN!! oh no~~~ tu la! sape soh pompuan sket sgt dalam class.. kn xpasal2 da kne aim... XD

reason aq kne aim? sbb ap lgi~ HOBBY TIDO DALAM CLASS LA! hehehe~ ek! sir.. sy bkn xnk ubah.. sy sedang berusaha... susah nk ubah benda yg sy slalu wt since skola rendah.. sir tanye la sape2 yg 1 class ngn sy.. cite paling feymes sir akn dapat

sekolah kebangsaan

"syuhada ni suke tido time class BM.. lgi2 lau ckg soh wt karangan.. class BI pn die tdo gk"

sekolah agama

"kt skola agama lgi la~ all the time tdo" XD .. even time exam pn aq tido.. aq akn jawab soklan if mase tinggal lgi 5 ke 15 minit~ bayangkn la mcm mne kelam kabutnye aq nk jawab exam time uh.. XD peta melambak la tas kertas soklan uh.. XD

time secondary school

"syuhada ni dulu dalam class suke tdo.. lagi2 subjek sejarah!"

matrik time

"ada ni mmg suke tdo.. dalam kuliah nmpk khusyuk.. rupe2nye tido" XD

Uni time

"syu ni gaya tido xley bla.. sampi kitorg tertipu.. ingtkn die tgh bce buku.. skali pndang bawah, TIDO!"

then siang td mse class thermo, as usual la~ aq terlelap lagi~ hehe! sampai sir pndang aq, die geleng je pale.. XD hahahah!! then sir pn bg la mse rehat~ aq pn SAMBUNG LA TIDO! XD

after 5 minit, sir masuk class.. then duk lepak2 depan kitorg (slalunye aq ngn malin duk depan meja lecturer, da la aq slalu tdo~ mmg HEBAT la an cri nahas ) XD

TIBE2! sir tnye aq.. "ap sy nk buat bg kamu xtido?" aq pn EK! :O heheh~ senyum je~ then malin lak sambung "die ni cepat sangat tido sir.. kejap je da tdo.. kt rumah pn die mcm tu gk..tido je~" lgi~ maaf la sir~ sy xtau nk ubah mcm mane.. mmg dr skola rendah da perangai sy ni..

EK! psl sir tego aq tido dlm class pn nk tulis dlm blog ka? (HEY! suke hati aq la!) XD actually, sir tuduh aq ngntok dalam class sbb on9 fb~ WT~~~~ hehhe~ tp kn sir, dulu mase skola rendah, xd pn fb2 ni~ so bkn salah fb sir.. but salah sy sendri~ dunno how to manage myself well in class~ even sir, during marching pn sy ley tido~bayangkn la tgh2 panas uh sy tido dlm kawad~ XD cume tu la~ aq xsuke orang tuduh aq xtentu hala.. at least tnye ke ap ke.. jgn men tuduh je.. huhu.. -_________________- (bengang ni bengang) XD HAHAAHA!!

tp ap yang dapat sy discover sepanjang kt alam pembelajaran ni, sir sergah la sy lau nmpk sy TERtido~ even t sy yg malu, tp xpe.. lepas sir sergah uh, kompem sy SEGAR! heheh~

PERHATIAN!!!!! SANGAT PENTING!!!!

before saya meneruskan penulisan ini, awal2 lagi saya mahu mohon maaf pada sesiapa yang terasa ye~ tiade niat tuk menyinggung perasaan anda.. cume sekadar ingin menyatakan sesuatu.. :))

umur makin lame makin bertambah~ aiyoh! aq xd la riso pn.. cume bile pikir balik amalan2 yg aq da buat.. ad ke?? mcm xd.. dunia da akhir zaman syuhada~ bile ko nk berubah? aq masih lagi memerlukan bantuan keluarga n sahabat2 utk menyedarkan aq yg pelupa ni.. i can't make it alone~ i will lost! seriously LOST!

hhmm~ actually, ramai orang xsetuju ngn pendapat aq when its relate to love~ hahahhaha! ek! be matured my dearest friends~(ley la check anda da matang ke blom.. i'm not perfect to my dears~) eh2! jap~ bkn aq nk kate korunk xmatang.. but u guys should accept others opinion too~ time macam ni la kite patut gunakan concept OPEN MINDED! betol x? kenape bile kite berhadapan dgn bende reality, we always deny it.. WHY?? WHY!!? WWWHHYYY!!!!?? i'm asking u, friends~ n i'm sory~ if the way i reply your statement sumtimes it looks rude.. but! that me my dear.. that me.. i'm sory cause didn't learn how to give a comments in a good way~ that my weakness.. i admit that.. kadang2 aq ni degil~ SGT DEGIL!.. but i talked based on my experience! n what has been through by my family even my friends too.. bukan setakat cakap kosong kawan2.. aq bercakap ade bukti..

mesti korunk nk cakap "eleh! skung boleh la ko tegur orang, dulu time ko couple, orang len pn xley tego ko gak an".. hmm~ korunk cube la tanye adik aq.. even by besties! n my old friends.. aq pn xtau macam mana keadaan aq time aq couple dulu.. terok ke? mungkin terok dari korunk an~? kawan2~ aq bukan nk ckp orang yg couple ni jahat.. x3! tu bkn niat aq~ aq tau korunk da besar.. n can make ur own decision isn't.. sape la aq ni yang sibuk menyemak dalam hal korunk an.. but SERIOUSLY, sekali aq da kena, aq tros TAUBAT! xnak da kena lgi~ ckup la sekali aq makan hati..

those who make the same mistake twice are the sign of insanity- Elbert Einstein

i hold on this quote.. simple but meaningful.. aq just sedih~ niat aq nk tolong.. tp orang salah tafsir.. (bek sgt la uh ko nk tolong org~ PIRAAH!) ye~ sape ley trime an bile kite cakap sal bnde yang buruk2 tentang pasangan kite.. k~ its up to you.. i know that feeling.. aq penah rase~ penah.. marah sgt an bile ad orang tego.. mmg kite xley trime kenyataan langsng! mule2 couple mmg sume indah kn? xpayah cakap.. aq tau.. XD

kawan2~ maaf.. aq tau aq ni garang xbertempat.. "ape la syuhada ni, baru nk ngadu sket, die lak mengamuk2 lebih2.. padahal bkn die yang disakiti.." hahaha~~~~ tu tanggapan korunk bile aq ngamuk an? ye aq ngamuk bile dapat tahu ade kawan2 aq yg menangis sbb bende2 remeh ni.. USELESS LA!! then bile gaduh, sibuk dok heboh kt sume orang~ WTFun weyh!.. kadang2 bile aq da tego korunk, rase nyesal lak.. "kenape la aq tego die.. lantak die la nk wat pe... lau aq ckp pn die bkn nk caye.. kang xpasal2 kate aq jeles".. eh! aq rase bangge sbb aq xpnh jeles bile berkait ngn bab love2 ni.. EXCEPT aq jeles bile kawan2 ku dirampas dariku.. aq SANGAT2 DENGKI! sampaikn kawan2 aq uh sanggup lupekan persahabatan.. k fine! ko ad hidop ko sndri kn.. kawan mcm aq ni da xpenting.. aq redha~

aq xpenah larang kawan2 aq mencari pasangan hidop.. tp bia la berpada2.. janganlah korunk sanjung sangat pasangan korunk uh.. xkire la laki ke pompuan~ even my bestie, die couple gk.. but aq ley je trime.. she's know the limit~ we just plan, but Allah have the right to make the decision~ once again, we should redha~ trime qada' dan qadar.. but sumtimes, bestie aq uh tkot gk nk cite ngn aq.. die kate "aq tkot la nk cite ngn ko.. selalu ape yang ko cakap uh btol".. hehe~ aq gelak je.. bkn aq doakan.. aq cume cakap kemungkinan yang akan berlaku.. salah ke? tp bestie aq uh still ley trime.. xpnh pn die nk belakang kn aq bile die perlukan nasihat.. THX SAHABAT! :)) aq sayang ko sangat2!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

untuk kawan2 ku yang len~ if korunk ad masalah love ni cite la kat sape2~ tapi bukan aq! pilih la aq as da last person yg korunk TERpakse cite.. aq xksh.. aq sanggup dgr.. but like my friends said "she's not a good listener" XD ye malin.. aq tau aq bukan pendengar yang baik.. isk.. isk.. isk.. i'm just XNK cerita da psl topic ni lagi~ banyak bende lagi aq nk pikir.. BYK SANGAT! jgn la nk serabot kn pikiran aq ye kawan2.. n jangan la bermasam muke bile aq TERtego uh.. aq bile da cakap mmg lupe diri sket.. men cakap lepas je.. tu pn salah 1 kelemahan aq.. aq ngaku.. xpn~ korunk anggap la aq ni kuno! xtau langsng sal love2 ni.. at least xla korunk sakit hati an.. ;)

aq diam xsemestinya aq ngaku kalah.. cume aq xnak bnde uh berlanjutan.. n buat kite bermasam muke... kan xbaek tu.. mungkin sekarang korunk xley trime pendapat aq... tp 1 hari nanti mgkin korunk terpikir balik an.. who's know? kerja Allah sume uh.. berserah padaNya.. n aq diam xsemestinya aq terase ngn korunk.. cume tu la aq ckp, aq xnk bnde kcik cm ni berlarutan.. dats all.. ;))

I JUST DONT WANT DISCUSS BOUT IT ANYMORE!!!

P/S: sekarang ni tgh pk kje part time ap aq ley wat? yg xganggu mase class aq? huish~ ssh nye nk cari.. duit aq da nak hbis da ni.. mne bley tahan sampai hujung sem ni.. mak aih~ TOLONG!!

MISS!

oh tidak~ hari ni aq da terlepas class MAI! how come! -__________________-

hoho~ 1st time terponteng.. :P eh~ minggu ni aq banyak gk TERponteng class~ haiya.. xsngaje... TERpakse ponteng..

maaf ustazah.. saya btol2 xlarat time uh.. sy suke class ustazah~ even TITAS uh banyak membace, tapi sy suke dgr ustazah bercerita.. :)) isk.. isk.. isk..

*even saya cpt TERtido if dgr org bercerita~ tp saya tahankn mate supaya xtdo bile ustazah tgh bercite.. :))

n it happen again today~ dan aq TERpakse ponteng MAI~.. sedih nye...... kepale aq sangat2 berat! even nk bangun pn aq rase pale aq nk terhempas.. melayang2 aq jalan.. n terpakse jalan sambil bersandar di dinding supaya xjatoh.. ohookk!! ni yang sayang dinding lebih ni.. heheh! minggu ni SANGAT LA HECTIC!!! next week it will become MORE HECTIC!! be prepare syuhada~ CHALLENGE will come towards u.. WOAAAHH!!! :O

haha~ kadang2 penat kn syek nk kne pk perasaan orang len~ even sumtimes we need to sacrifice for other.. but for me it is UNFAIR situation~ hehe! yea~ u will be rewarded for that.. but please friends~ dun be selfish! think bout other too..

i need my friends~ sumtimes they do annoyin me~ but i love them!

*alia! aq ske gk quote ni! ;)